Then to top that off, I received an email from someone that I had put a picture of on the blog, asking if I would please remove their LAST name. That's a FIRST but I guess I can understand with all the identity theft that's going on! I must admit this Blog is wearing on me a little right now. Maybe it's just because a lot has been going on lately. Mostly they have been exciting things and good things and I have always been one to enjoy excitement...and challenges. But I can't help but wonder what is happening to me. I always stood up under pressure very well in the past. Is this a sign of something? Is my life changing too much, too fast? It could be. Maybe...maybe not??
Ok, enough of those foolish thoughts. Don't worry, I'm OK and as I would have said in my earlier life, "Buckle Down...move on...get over it"! It's not always fun and games, especially getting old. I never in my life realized what it would be like in the last quartile of your life. I am so thankful to our Father, God Almighty, that I have the opportunity to experience it. I sometimes can't help but wonder why things happen. Why did my only brother Richard die when he was 53 and my youngest Son Scott at 47, then my oldest Son Mikel at 55? Why them and not me? God only knows the answer to that but I have learned that he does have a reason and he has a plan. Here I am entering into the last part of my life and I'm a little scared. I'll admit that. But, why should I be? Many have experienced it before me and I now realize the experience they felt. I've heard many times that getting old isn't easy and it's not for sissies. Well I never worried before because I'm for sure not a "sissy".....Or am I???
I thought I was tough and could handle anything...anything at all....just bring it on. Hummm, I'm having lots of different thoughts now days. I'm questioning my self a lot lately but I do know that the many things I have seen in the past few years make me certain that you have to have FAITH...FAITH in someone...and that someone for me is God. God is calling the shot's. Now I have had faith in a lot of people in the past and still have faith in many more. But several of those that I had faith in are gone. My Parents, my brother, my uncles, aunt's and Scott and Mikel. I never gave a thought to all those loved ones passing on. What, leave me here all alone. Never? I should have thought of that...I sure should have! If you haven't thought of it, do it right now. Someday, hopefully, you too may experience getting old. You can Thank God if you do experience it. I have learned to put my faith in God. He will be there for me and his plan may not be always what I want it to be but he will never leave me. I am so Thankful for the many things in my life that I have and have been allowed to experience. That's why I put my Faith in God.
Monday we had a great day for the Buffalo Roundup in Custer State Park. We headed out before daylight and got in line. Cars were backed up for at least 6 miles. The crowd was extremely large, around 14,000 was the count. The biggest Roundup ever but the staff handled it well. I especially enjoyed seeing all my old friends that we used to work with....plus the weather was just Outstanding.
The first Buffalo in the herd began to show up coming over the Hills, the entire herd was not too far behind. Look at those clear skies!
Soon the entire herd was in the corrals after thundering right by us. What a beautiful sight. This was our first experience as a spectator. It is exciting, but not near as exciting as being out there in one of those trucks herding them in.
way back in 1953...some 57 years ago. I was a mere 18 years "young". I was young, proud and probably a little wild but I had one of the best days of my life that day....especially in the Rodeo business. It was almost a flawless day. I won or placed in every event I entered. That included the Bareback and Saddle Bronc riding, Bulldogging, Calf Roping, Wild Cow Milking and Bull Riding. When it ended up, I had enought points to win the "All Around Champion Cowboy" title and won this beautiful Saddle and many other gifts, awards and money.
I remember getting home about 3am after the rodeo and my Parents were sound asleep. I quietly carried the new Championship Saddle in and spread it out on the kitchen table. I knew they would see it immediately when they woke up in a few hours. I then went to bed after a long, hard day. I will not forget the yell my Dad made when he saw that saddle I had won. He was a proud Guy, just as I was. My Mom never was too happy about me following the Rodeo circut, but she smiled and said "nice"......Then she asked "Are you hungry?" You bet Mom, I sure am!